terima kasih :)

I am ALL A-L-O-N-E

dear readers,

have FUN with this lyrics yeaa :)

song title : dije adios

singer : erreway

--------------------------------------------

no quiero llorar por ti

ace rato te perdí

y cuando cierro mis ojos

siempre amor estas aquí

cada lugar que recorro

tiene contigo que ver

a cada paso ai testigos

de ese amor que se nos fue...

dije adiós

fue el final

nada quedo entre los dos

solo el sol

nuestro sol

y el dolor

y este adiós

y te vas

y me voy

y nadie dijo perdón

lloras tú

lloro yo

nuestro sol

se apagó...

no puedo seguir así

ya se que no volveras

es inútil tu recuerdo

no debo mirar atrás

pero en los atardeceres

apenas la luz se ve

imagino que te acercas

y todo vuelve a empezar

dije adiós

fue el final

nada quedo entre los dos

solo el sol

nuestro sol

y el dolor

y este adiós...

y te vas

y me voy

y nadie dijo perdón

lloras tu

lloro yo

nuestro sol

se apagó...

dije adiós

fue el final

nada quedo entre los dos

solo el sol

nuestro sol

y el dolor

y este adiós...

y te vas

y me voy

y nadie dijo perdón

lloras tú

lloro yo

nuestro sol

se apagó...

y te vas

y me voy

y nadie dijo perdón

lloras tú

lloro yo

nuestro sol

se apagó...

rse mcm nak menangis jerrr

masalah dgn si dia masih bermain diminda :(
mcm mane nii :'(

ASSIGNMENT??
arghhhh!jangan cakap laaaaaa,
dateline on 3rd January :|

arghhh,can't it stop for a while,
stop thinking about him?
he always popped in my mind 24/7 meyhhh :(
how?

have any idea how to control or throw it?

sadly,
ferazaemri

deactivate :)

I hereby proudly announce that

I have officially deactivate my facebook :)

it's not permanent, I'll be back soon.

why you always on my mind?

why can't I get rid of you?

whereas everything I have said to you before just a JOKE,

why suddenly this heart feels so strange?

:'(

Dear A.M,

to that guy,
I am sorry for my behavior towards you lately,
to you maybe it's RUDE.
I know it is,
but I have to,

BECAUSE

deep inside, I think I am falling for you.
do you remember this picture I have sent to you?


I think I have lost this game :$
so, I have to take a step back so that this feelings will go away :)
I have ^{denied the fact everyone keeps talking about}
the facts that I like you or LOVE you

I think you noticed that,
that's why I have said before that I can see that your attitudes is changing.
I AM SO SO SO SORRY :'(

It's hard for me to do this,
BUT
I have to.

sorry A.M,
I have to do this,
sincerely, ferazaemri

I am looking for a guy who can express his feelings to me like this picture does

Dear Allahyarham Amierul Hakim,

hurts :'(

It's is USELESS when you love someone,and that person didn't love u back.

it HURTS more and more,
you can't eat, you can't think and you can't sit properly.

I have been in that place,
where I love someone where I think he can made my day
but maybe because I am too A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G to him :(

but hey,
please take note yea,
I WON'T CHANGE MY ATTITUDE JUST FOR YOU,
I AM WHO I AM,
YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ME JUST THE WAY I ACCEPT YOU.

have a nice day yea :)

:(

matured :)

life facts 2 (;

life facts (;

attention to all J.A.C.K.A.S.S......

did you guys get the message?
sometimes,I even wonder,
if you are still in love with your ex,
why troubling yourself finding a new girl if you still stuck or even confuse!

ARE YOU THAT DESPERATE?
are afraid of the title BEING SINGLE is it?
have ever heard a phrase that SINGLE IS BETTER?
or you can't just sit in the corner ALONE,while other peoples have their partners?

I am so ASHAMED/PITY to have a friend like you,
"rasa macam kenapa laaa aku boleh kenal kau,
xnak mengaku kawan,kau kawan aku"

so,I think it is true that the world have come to an end,
have you guys ever think of ALLAH s.w.t?
are you ready to face HIM?

"DAH BANYAK SANGAT KE PAHALA YANG KAU KUMPUL"

pat your chest and questions your faith :)

till then,
FeraZaemri ♥

Dear Love,

Dear My Love,

I always think of you day and night,
just like the bee think of honey,
mickey cares for minnie :)

it is hard for me because at this time,
in this circumstances,
I think I began to fall in love with you :D

although we are just friend,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND.
because you ^{understands my craziness},
you always there during my ups and downs,
you never emotional or angry if I make stupid jokes about you,
you just laugh, laugh, laugh and laugh.
that is why I think I already fall for you :D

"Because tonight is the night that I will fall for you,
Over again,
Don't ever change my mind :) " - songs from secondhand serenade

I ever wonder,
Have you felt the same feelings that haunted me for this past few days?
Did you ever felt whether there is a chance for me?
Have you ever think of me like I do?
Perhaps N.E.V.E.R aite??

But it is okay,
It is not your fault if you don't feel the way I feel about you.

Good night my love ♥

the facts about F.L.I.R.T.I.N.G :D

Blackberry Bold 4

at last peeps,
after been waiting for about 1 year and 8 months,
now I officially have a blackberry ;)
yeahhhh mannnn!

I fall in live with this type of blackberry,
so I asked my mum to get it for me
and yeah,I used bills man.
So what?

Sometimes I wonder why friends is more FRIENDLY to me compare to
B.E.S.T.F.R.I.E.N.D.S???
perhaps BEST FRIENDS know me better than friends aite?

friends are easily to find,
BUT
best friends are one of a kind,
u can't find them in the supermarket or shopping mall,
they are not like thing that you can easily buy and get or buy 1 free 1 :)

I am happy that I am being surrounded by people with a big heart ♥

Kekasih Awal dan Akhir :D cewahhhh!

can't see him?
scroll down!

still can't see his face?
hahahahahaha :)

just a little SNEAK PEAK okay?
(don't stare at him to long!)

you guys must be wondering right who is the LUCKY guy in my entry this time?

let me introduce you to the guy that might be the CHEERFUL guy I have ever known.

his name is AZRI MUIZZ with DOUBLE "Z" okayy?

I have known him when I am at Pahang,during my matriculation program ;)

first,I didn't have the G.U.T.S to neither talk nor look at him?

yelaaa,he is one of the ^HANDSOME guy in matrix okay!

after I have heard that he is from GOMBAK,

I was like, W-T-H??

no wonder his face is so F-A-M-I-L-I-A-R (:

but then, still have no guts until my 2nd semester in matriculation,

I always smile at him,

even though I'm afraid that he won't smile me at back,

but he DID!!!

booyahhhh!

do you have the nerve?

until today,this day,at this time,

he is the GENTLE MAN I have ever known.

"he was crazy as I am,

FUN as I am,

and OPEN MINDED as I am" :D

so,I am lucky to have him as my friend :)

I may be LUCKIER if he is my BOYFRIEND,

but that will never be,

because I am not his TYPE (:

till then,

♥ ferazaemri

do I look like I care?

you can say what ever you like about me,

and I won't give a shit!

because you may know my past time,my wrong doings,my yesterday,my today

BUT

you do not know my TOMORROW.

talk shit behind my back,

and I will show it,

talk BITCH about me,

I will prove you wrong!

I do judge people by their appearance,

because,

usually,I have a strong instinct about it

plus it also do come true :)

DON'T LIKE ME?

have a seat with the rest of the BITCHES waiting for me to give a fuck

thank you and goodbye

I MISS YOU :)

those sweet memory still fresh in my mind :)

dream CATCHER :)

if I ever had the chance to meet u in my dreams again,
I will ask the dream catcher to KEEP YOU TIGHTLY in my mind
so that I wont lost you for a million times :)

SIAPA XTERASA MMG JIWA KENTAL KANNN?

tipulaaaa kalau aku kata aku xterasa kann?

yelaaaa,sbb Along dpt pg Australia sume time dpt Dekan.

time aku DEKAN dkt MATRIK dulu xdpt ape2 pun.

anak mana xterasa kalau diperbandingkan?

if different field of study pun,

matriks sama jeaa dgn asasi,

sama LEVEL dgn diploma what?

just ADVANCE jerrr.

kalau tau,xpayah masuk MATRIKS dulu pun xpe.

terus kahwin,lg senang :'(

nak dpt BLACKBERRY pun main payah,

ALONG skejap jerrr dpt.

lebih kan laaaaa ALONG tuuu,

die kan anak SULONG.

apa die minta,semua senang jerr nk dpt.

fine,bile time aku,

nnt laaa,tu laaa,ni laaa.

account lain dgn science stream.

sng laaaa nk score,

salah aku kerrr if aku dpt matrik?

nak buat mcm mne?
dah bukan rezeki,
ckp senang laaaa tutup buku lama,buka buku baru,
time birthday,cepat jerrr ALONG dpt BB,
aya?tunggu dh nak 20tahun bru nk dpt.
aya faham,sape laaa aya niii

When the elders complain

seriously,people CAN'T live like this aite??

hahahahaha

can you IMAGINE when the whole world is COMPLAINING?

I know I'm Fat.So?

life fact - I know I’m fat. Sometimes I want to starve myself- to not eat anything for the rest of my life and finally become thin. But I can’t ever bring myself to it- I always find a reason to eat, and I always eat crap. I can’t even bring myself to diet. I’m so embarrassed by what I look like that I forever where sweatshirts and long pants, even if I’m hot.

induction session :)

HELLO part 2,3,5,6,7,8 :)
here comes FERA ZAEMRI,
you may know my yesterdays, all my wrong doings, my weakness,

BUT

don't be so sure you know me today.
you can JUDGE me as much as you like,
you can talk SHIT behind my back,
you may go, you may flow,

REMEMBER

that this plus size chick with a BIG heart will always
haunt you where ever you :)

quotes of the day :)

have you ever?

laid on your bed at night & just cried?
cried because you're UGLY.
because you're not G-O-O-D enough.

you counted all your flaws from head to toe to punish & feel worse about yourself.
cried because the comments people blurt out,
actually hurt your feelings
cried because your ^FAMILY dysfunctional,

BUT

you're just a KID who can't do shit about it.
they tell you to STOP complaining ,
that you have it MUCH better than the kids in Africa.
you don't want to be a b-u-r-d-e-n ,
so you BOTTLE it all up.
around people, you're the HAPPIEST ray of sunshine.

BUT

nobody knows, that at night you're A.L.O.N.E
you break down & just cry

♥ ferazaemri

hopefully,

I hope everything I have done,
will bring something good in the end :)

my timetable already PACK enough!what can be more harder?

21st September a Night with our College Priciple.
30th September an Aidilfitri for Kolej Anggerik residents.
19th September until 22nd September is an INDUCTION day.

plus plus plus assignment!!!

life can be so much harder for an UiTM student!

nothing much I think?

currently I'm listening to "Dije Adios" by Erreway :D
I love the song very much,
it's about last goodbye :')

every time when this song is played,
my mind was thinking only thinking about him.
why I didn't grab my chances while I can?
I have a message for him,

"Assalamualaikum awak, saya dah selamat masuk ke UiTM.
Saya dapat tau yg awak berjaya ke UTM.
TAHNIAH awak, saya bangga akan kejayaan awak :')
Saya xtau nak kongsi kebahagiaan saya dgn siape lagi.
Dulu saya selalu cerita dekat awak, walaupun kalau awak xsudi nak dengar,
awak dengar jugak. Kadang2 tuu saya terbabas dari topik kan?
hihihihihi :D
Bila laaa saya boleh menziarah kubur awak yeaa?
Saya sangat2 merindui awak, setiap kali lepas semayang, saya doakan ketenangan awak disana.
kadang2 tuu kalau rezeki saya, saya bermimpikan bertemu dengan awak.
Dimana saya dapat luahkan semua benda yg terbuku dihati saya :)

SAYA SAYANG AWAK SANGAT2!

sayang saya kepada awak nii bukan mainan atau sebarangan,
ini ikhlas dari hati saya, saya tidak pernah menyayangi seseorang lelaki pun mcm saya menyayangi awak.
Terima Kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup ku ini.
Salam "

p/s; Ya Allah, hambamu ini ingin mengucapkan beribu-ribu jutaan terima kasih,
kerana Engkau telah menghadiahkan ku seorang lelaki yang tidak pernah lekang dari ingatanku.
mungkin dia adalah WALI-MU untuk membimbing dan memimpin ku ke jalan yang benar.
TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH :)

I wish you were still here,
but ALLAH knows what's best for you my dear.
hopefully I can meet you in the better place,
where all Muhammad's race will be gather :)

hmm :|

when you want something you never had,
you have to something you

NEVER DONE!!!

almost everywhere!!!

lately,I felt very TIRED almost everywhere I go.
thank god I still manage myself sometimes!

KNOCK OUT!!!

arghhhh,feels like I still haven't got my ENOUGH sleep :(
I miss my home,my bed,my teddy bear :')

Class Rep?

well, not much can I say about this,
everyone in my class or better yet to call STUDIO since I'm taking

INTERIOR ARCHITECTURE :D

show their pointer finger when every time when there is lecturers
coming in and out,
in my head, it sounded like everyone of them said,



LAME me! I just want to be an O.R.D.I.N.A.R.Y girl,
not a COMPLICATED girl.

D-A-M-N!!

UiTM Shah Alam :)

okayy peeps,
this is the place where i further or continue my studies.

UiTM Shah Alam!!!
here i come babehhh :D
luckily i have friends here!

we're at Dewan Agong Tuanku Canselor (DATC)
listening for the rules and regulation,
battling for cheers and watch a movie.

most of the times, i was sleeping!!!
because there's no free time during the ORIENTATION.
hahahhaa :D

this picture is when we're doing our aerobic.
it was FUN and havoc.

this are my roomates,
nini and kak su.
azmira was interframing!!!
while mira was no where to seen :p

meet AZMIRA HARON my matriks friends
where most of the times i was with her during the orientation :D
during the speech, we make a STUPID jokes,
we're also talk about funny stories while we're in matriks.

till then :D

♥ ferazaemri

Happy Eid 2011 :)

Assalamualaikum !

Raya is just around the corner. So how yours raya?

Mine was okay laaaa :D

The collection was BETTER in Melaka than Kelantan.

I wonder why they all so KEDEKUT!

Overall, I get around rm300 ++

They usually said,

GROWN UPS doesn't get duit raya,

WTH!

It suppose a GROWN UPS who already have work okay.

STICK that in your mind peoples ;)

Ramadhan month had taught me everything about my life,

plus I GAINED 2kg this Eid :D

bhahahhaha.

p/s; will upload the picture laterrr ♥

nothing special about me!

word of wisdom

it's called KARMA :/

to create is to DESTROY

LIFE is about getting up out of your CHAIR and doing SOMETHING.

it is about doing NOTHING. MAKING A MESS.

moving your hand and your body. LEAVING a MARK.

it is about

DOING. ACTION. FINISHING. EXPERIMENTING. TRYING SOMETHING. IMMERSING.

it is about ABSURDITY. a creation. EVIDENCE that you exist.

using materials. DESTRUCTION. it is about FUN.

doing the opposite. BREAKING the rules.

it is about IDEAS. getting dirty. making mistakes.

I'm going to ask you to make a mark

and it's going to be MESSY.

don't worry about that,

that's the point!

:D

H.O.P.E

WHATEVER you DO,

HOLD ON to hope!

THE tiniest thread will twist ONTO an UNBREAKABLE CORD.

let HOPE anchor you in the possibility

that this is NOT the end of your STORY,

that CHANGE will bring you to PEACEFUL shores :)

I can't completely let go of you :(

I miss you ^{when something really good happens},

because you're the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you're the only one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry,

because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times

we spent with each other for those were some of

the best memorable times of my life ♥

I ♥ the house!

okay,perhaps I want my house to be like this one day :D
nice view aite?
plus,FRESH AIR too!

single or taken?

there's a reason why I want to be alone :)

sometimes, if you guys have seen I'm walking alone or wonder of by myself,
there's a R-E-A-S-O-N behind it :D

that is the time when I need some SPACE for myself.
a QUALITY time for myself,just ^MYSELF!

when I am in that ^*MODE*,
it makes me think HARDER about what is the next step in my life?
will I be success in my life?how am I gonna die?
and everything.

sometimes I think about arwah,
I know that I am not his *girlfriend or anything special for him,
but I love him unconditionally (':

I pernah *berangan that maybe one day,I will marry him :)
okay,I know that's IMPOSSIBLE but,hey nothing is impossible if you just believe aite?

to find someone like arwah is HARDER than I thought,
I know there's someone out there for me,
but,if I can choose,I would want a MAN just like arwah.
NOTHING I want to change about him :)

p/s: I LOVE YOU AMIERUL HAKIM MUSTAFAR.
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART,
I WILL NEVER EVER ERASE YOU FROM MY MIND,
BECAUSE YOU HAVE MADE A BIG CHANGE IN MY LIFE :)
♥

love,
ferazaemri

re-BLOG from azmira haron

okay, I just done reading mira blog,

and I was E-X-C-I-T-E-D with her 30 day challenge!

I also challenge myself that I want to stop eating before I am FULL (:

hopefully, I lost some kilos there :D

don't be too excited fera, u still haven't approach your goal yet!

furthermore, I took HERBALIFE as my coach during this ramadan month of holy.

saw ica loose 9kilos in 2 months,make me want to go for it!

okay,officially,I challenge myself to loose 10++ kilos in this month,wish me luck :D

raining :D

the rain falls heavily at Merlimau :D
the sound of the rain touch the top of the roof make me sleepy more.

I just want to sing this song,

'It's raining man,hawyeahhh hawyeahhhh hawyeahhhhh"

hahahahhaha :p
I still remember the day while I play the rains with my siblings
when we were still un-matured!
heeeeeeee ;)

love,
ferazaemri

Hey Followers :)

okayyy,today I'm gonna blog for my followers :)

hello followers :D

you don't know how grateful I am for having you as my followers&friends as well here in Blogger.
I'm not EXPECTING to have a great numbers, honestly.

But guess what?

I have you now, and it really makes me happy!

I may not be like the other blogs who talk to you, give you promotions and be active 24/7,
but let me tell you this,

"You can always talk to me if you want to. I can be your friend too :)"

thank you new followers and existing followers ♥
I love you guys.

I'm off to sleep now, its almost 2 am here.
0_0

love,
ferazaemri

NEVER!

Dear Love,

I miss you so badly,
every time I think about you,
a tears will burst in my eyes,
it is not a say tears,

it was a HAPPY tears for you.

you have made a ^HUGE changes in my life.
since the first smile I saw craving at your face,
that day made me the HAPPIEST person.

trust me,
I will never ever forget you my love,
although your love belongs to someone else,
I want you to noticed that I will always love you.

I will never ever ever give up my love for you.
even though I will married someone else someday,
my loves towards you will never change!

till the last of my BREATH,
I will always loving you AMIERUL HAKIM MUSTAFAR ♥

love,
ferazaemri :)

heyyy peeps,
O.M.G! it has been a while I haven't wrote at my blog aite?
well,this picture express my feeling okayyyy -_-'

okayyy, first of all, I want to apologize to all my dear readers for M.I.A :D
I have been busy for a while with house works maaa.
I can't wait for COLLEGE life man!

hell yeahhh!
new friends,new environment,new BOYS,new roommates and everything is new.
perhaps, I want to lose some WEIGHT when I am there :D
it's a MUST!bhahhahahaha (:

well,NASYRAH is going to help me with it.
right sayang?
I LOVE YOU.hihihihihihi