have you ever?

laid on your bed at night & just cried?
cried because you're UGLY.
because you're not G-O-O-D enough.

you counted all your flaws from head to toe to punish & feel worse about yourself.
cried because the comments people blurt out,
actually hurt your feelings
cried because your ^FAMILY dysfunctional,

BUT

you're just a KID who can't do shit about it.
they tell you to STOP complaining ,
that you have it MUCH better than the kids in Africa.
you don't want to be a b-u-r-d-e-n ,
so you BOTTLE it all up.
around people, you're the HAPPIEST ray of sunshine.

BUT

nobody knows, that at night you're A.L.O.N.E
you break down & just cry

♥ ferazaemri