induction session :)

HELLO part 2,3,5,6,7,8 :)
here comes FERA ZAEMRI,
you may know my yesterdays, all my wrong doings, my weakness,

BUT

don't be so sure you know me today.
you can JUDGE me as much as you like,
you can talk SHIT behind my back,
you may go, you may flow,

REMEMBER

that this plus size chick with a BIG heart will always
haunt you where ever you :)

quotes of the day :)

have you ever?

laid on your bed at night & just cried?
cried because you're UGLY.
because you're not G-O-O-D enough.

you counted all your flaws from head to toe to punish & feel worse about yourself.
cried because the comments people blurt out,
actually hurt your feelings
cried because your ^FAMILY dysfunctional,

BUT

you're just a KID who can't do shit about it.
they tell you to STOP complaining ,
that you have it MUCH better than the kids in Africa.
you don't want to be a b-u-r-d-e-n ,
so you BOTTLE it all up.
around people, you're the HAPPIEST ray of sunshine.

BUT

nobody knows, that at night you're A.L.O.N.E
you break down & just cry

♥ ferazaemri

hopefully,

I hope everything I have done,
will bring something good in the end :)

my timetable already PACK enough!what can be more harder?

21st September a Night with our College Priciple.
30th September an Aidilfitri for Kolej Anggerik residents.
19th September until 22nd September is an INDUCTION day.

plus plus plus assignment!!!

life can be so much harder for an UiTM student!

nothing much I think?

currently I'm listening to "Dije Adios" by Erreway :D
I love the song very much,
it's about last goodbye :')

every time when this song is played,
my mind was thinking only thinking about him.
why I didn't grab my chances while I can?
I have a message for him,

"Assalamualaikum awak, saya dah selamat masuk ke UiTM.
Saya dapat tau yg awak berjaya ke UTM.
TAHNIAH awak, saya bangga akan kejayaan awak :')
Saya xtau nak kongsi kebahagiaan saya dgn siape lagi.
Dulu saya selalu cerita dekat awak, walaupun kalau awak xsudi nak dengar,
awak dengar jugak. Kadang2 tuu saya terbabas dari topik kan?
hihihihihi :D
Bila laaa saya boleh menziarah kubur awak yeaa?
Saya sangat2 merindui awak, setiap kali lepas semayang, saya doakan ketenangan awak disana.
kadang2 tuu kalau rezeki saya, saya bermimpikan bertemu dengan awak.
Dimana saya dapat luahkan semua benda yg terbuku dihati saya :)

SAYA SAYANG AWAK SANGAT2!

sayang saya kepada awak nii bukan mainan atau sebarangan,
ini ikhlas dari hati saya, saya tidak pernah menyayangi seseorang lelaki pun mcm saya menyayangi awak.
Terima Kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup ku ini.
Salam "

p/s; Ya Allah, hambamu ini ingin mengucapkan beribu-ribu jutaan terima kasih,
kerana Engkau telah menghadiahkan ku seorang lelaki yang tidak pernah lekang dari ingatanku.
mungkin dia adalah WALI-MU untuk membimbing dan memimpin ku ke jalan yang benar.
TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH :)

I wish you were still here,
but ALLAH knows what's best for you my dear.
hopefully I can meet you in the better place,
where all Muhammad's race will be gather :)

hmm :|

when you want something you never had,
you have to something you

NEVER DONE!!!

almost everywhere!!!

lately,I felt very TIRED almost everywhere I go.
thank god I still manage myself sometimes!

KNOCK OUT!!!

arghhhh,feels like I still haven't got my ENOUGH sleep :(
I miss my home,my bed,my teddy bear :')

Class Rep?

well, not much can I say about this,
everyone in my class or better yet to call STUDIO since I'm taking

INTERIOR ARCHITECTURE :D

show their pointer finger when every time when there is lecturers
coming in and out,
in my head, it sounded like everyone of them said,



LAME me! I just want to be an O.R.D.I.N.A.R.Y girl,
not a COMPLICATED girl.

D-A-M-N!!

UiTM Shah Alam :)

okayy peeps,
this is the place where i further or continue my studies.

UiTM Shah Alam!!!
here i come babehhh :D
luckily i have friends here!

we're at Dewan Agong Tuanku Canselor (DATC)
listening for the rules and regulation,
battling for cheers and watch a movie.

most of the times, i was sleeping!!!
because there's no free time during the ORIENTATION.
hahahhaa :D

this picture is when we're doing our aerobic.
it was FUN and havoc.

this are my roomates,
nini and kak su.
azmira was interframing!!!
while mira was no where to seen :p

meet AZMIRA HARON my matriks friends
where most of the times i was with her during the orientation :D
during the speech, we make a STUPID jokes,
we're also talk about funny stories while we're in matriks.

till then :D

♥ ferazaemri

Happy Eid 2011 :)

Assalamualaikum !

Raya is just around the corner. So how yours raya?

Mine was okay laaaa :D

The collection was BETTER in Melaka than Kelantan.

I wonder why they all so KEDEKUT!

Overall, I get around rm300 ++

They usually said,

GROWN UPS doesn't get duit raya,

WTH!

It suppose a GROWN UPS who already have work okay.

STICK that in your mind peoples ;)

Ramadhan month had taught me everything about my life,

plus I GAINED 2kg this Eid :D

bhahahhaha.

p/s; will upload the picture laterrr ♥

nothing special about me!

word of wisdom

it's called KARMA :/

to create is to DESTROY

LIFE is about getting up out of your CHAIR and doing SOMETHING.

it is about doing NOTHING. MAKING A MESS.

moving your hand and your body. LEAVING a MARK.

it is about

DOING. ACTION. FINISHING. EXPERIMENTING. TRYING SOMETHING. IMMERSING.

it is about ABSURDITY. a creation. EVIDENCE that you exist.

using materials. DESTRUCTION. it is about FUN.

doing the opposite. BREAKING the rules.

it is about IDEAS. getting dirty. making mistakes.

I'm going to ask you to make a mark

and it's going to be MESSY.

don't worry about that,

that's the point!

:D

H.O.P.E

WHATEVER you DO,

HOLD ON to hope!

THE tiniest thread will twist ONTO an UNBREAKABLE CORD.

let HOPE anchor you in the possibility

that this is NOT the end of your STORY,

that CHANGE will bring you to PEACEFUL shores :)