A W E S O M E N E S S :)

hey people :)

while I am searching a song for my TUMBLR profile,
i found this AWESOME video.

"Who Says" originally sang by Selena Gomez
and the song was re-sing by

Megan Nicole and Tiffany Alvord.

their voice was the BEST!
even Alyssa Bernal can't defeat them.

and one more thing,
Vanessa Hudgens, Megan Nicole and Alyssa Bernal are all look alike!
they're like the TRIPLETS :D
hahahahhaha.

check it out yeaaaa,the song sang by this two lovely girls ;)

One World Hotel

last Saturday, Mama got a room at the ONE WORLD HOTEL near OU there.
the reasons Mama got a room there
is because her boss daughter is getting
MARRIED :D

while Mama is busying herself with the wedding stuff,
Boboy, Arih and Me are off to OU.

ouhh yeahh, I forgot to tell you guys that my cousin is currently stayed at my house
until SEPTEMBER. anything for a F A M I L Y aite?

carry on,we watch KL GANGSTER that day.
the movie was A-W-E-S-O-M-E !
thumbs up (Y) for SYAMSUL YUSOF for an amazing movie ever.

then, we had our dinner at the hotel COFFEE HOUSE.
the food wasn't BAD at all,

BUT

when the bills showed up,
i was like......

the total was RM 138 !!!
we only had a spaghetti alio alio, selami and pepperoni pizza.
drink; manggo juice, ice milo and honey dew.

can you believe it?
I thought that I want to charge it to the room bills,
but F-A-I-L-E-D,
luckily I have enough money to pay the bills :D

once again,
the world have been saved by,
FERAZAEMRI :p

if there is still hope :)

today,nothing much i do,
just tidy up the house,wash all the clothes and dishes
and BLOGGING of course :D

can't deny that I still miss arwah.
A LOTS!
the smile that carve from his face was still fresh in my memories :)

every time when I on my facebook,
the first thing that I do this day was open arwah page :')

I miss his face.
he INSPIRED me a lot about ISLAM.

what a LOSS!
I didn't have the chance to know arwah deeper.
I have prayed once that I want arwah to be my faithfully
H-U-S-B-A-N-D

he was like E V E R Y T H I N G to me.
he was the medicine to my illness,
he was the oxygen to my breath,
he was the shoulder I lay on when I am sad,
I still LOVE him GOD :')
forever and always.

I know that you love him more,
please, I just want to meet him just once!
even if it had to be in my dream,
I just want the chance to tell him that

"I LOVE HIM"

I am hoping that he was doing just fine in the other world.
perhaps I will meet him again in a BETTER place,
who knows right?

"Dear Amierul, where ever you are, if you still can hear me, I just want to say that I love you.
From the day I saw your smile, I know that you are the one,
the one that can brought HAPPINESS into my life. I also want you to know,
that you have open my heart for real love. Before this, I was NEVER really in loved with all my Ex's. But with you, everything was different,
although we never had anything special going on between us,
but by just knowing you is already A SPECIAL THING that have ever happen to me."

noted that I will always loving you till the last of my breath :')
I love you AMIERUL HAKIM MUSTAFAR

love forever and always,
ferazaemri

why??

after i watched sinetron "Pengantin Remaja",

i immediately fall in love with this two couples :D

tian?why u married titi kamal?

why not icha,tian?

i love both of u so much!

u guys made the cutest couple EVER ;)

although your ages are way differ,

but hey,who cares right?

i want more from tian and icha :*

♥♥♥

ferazaemri

hahahaahhaa,no words!!!

you are so BEAUTIFUL

i FOUND this picture and i LOVEEEEE it!
it's FUNNY aiteee?

i know!HILARIOUS okayyy,
but the picture was RIGHT after all kann?

FUCK the HATERS out there!
just be who you are (:

love
ferazaemri

please take note!

Jwa Naza,Mel Razali,Haslam Sanin,Hafiz Ramli,Lokman Rahman and Shauqi Shamsul
don't you guys DARE leave me behind!

i will kill you later.

hope you were happy :)

i miss you :')

picture have said it :)

should i said more???

done!

I hate having a CRUSH on someone.

you think about him A LOT!

melt at their APPEARANCE.wishing they can be yours,

BUT

you know that's OUT OF THE QUESTION because it seems like they're COMPLETELY

out of your LEAGUE :)

feeling like a complete STALKER because you're not even sure that they know you

EXIST!!

and being JEALOUS at whoever they're talking to,

FLIRTS with or are INTERESTED in

and then,

you can't stop SMILING like an I-D-I-O-T whenever they talk to

Y O U

mcdonald,that's right!small 'c' big "D" :D

I'M LOVIN IT :D

new HAIRCUT :)

howdieeeeeeee,

people!my hair is OFFICIALLY short.
yeahhh,when i mean short,it is REALLY REALLY REALLY short babehhh.
i can't TIE my hair.

no more PONYTAIL okayyy :D

peace out,
ferazaemri

pengantin remaja dehhhh

kawan-kawan,best kott tgk cite nii!
kelakar gile bile sampai part cinta-cinta :p
huhuhuhu,serious gabungan ALYSSA dgn CHRISTIAN mantapppp
kalau AZRI AF9 tgk,
knfem-knfem berkali2 die buat TRADEMARK die tuu.
hahahahahahaha ;)

umur bukanlahhh PERSOALAN,
darjat bkn PENGHALANG if jodoh dpn mata.
hihihihi,best best best!

I LOIKEEEEEEE ♥

how can i PUT it away?

F R I E N D S close,ENEMIES closer?
it's OFFICIAL!where ever we go, or how far we run away,
we can't RESIST that not E V E R Y O N E around you like the way you ARE okay?
but you all have to be extra CAREFUL!

so,here comes TROUBLE - AGAIN...
where you have to choose WISELY okay about this.

F R I E N D S materials :-

shy girls
homecoming dates PERHAPS?
cute boys
easy going :D
you are PLEASED having him/her around

ENEMIES types :-

QUEEN bees
homecoming HATERS
total p-l-a-y-e-r-s!
always criticize you
not SUPPORTIVE at all

there you have it :D hihihihihihi

B O R I N G !

okayy,i feel BORED here );
dunno what i am gonna do next.
hmm,any IDEA?

i just sitting in front of the lappy,
and BLOGGING most of the times :D
where are all my girls?
still sleeping?
OMG!!it's already 12 NOON!

wake up ladiessssss,
thanksss!

imperfection?

Imperfection does not mean the end of the world girls. Imperfections are who you really are. It shows your natural beauty. We are born beautiful in every single way and each beauty differs from one another. One might have beauty from her appearance but not from her heart, while other is the opposite. She might not have a pretty face but she have a pretty smile. So what can we conclude of this? Everyone have its specialties in every but it depends what is their beauty.

Being an anorexia will not show your true beauty, its only showing how you are not confident of yourself, your body. Being obesity and saying it out loud to people that you are proud of your curves are just the same. Real beauty comes from the appearance, attitude/character, heart and soul. If you can and have the ability of maintaining and keeping your body fit and healthy, both mentally and physically, now that’s beauty. When Tyra Banks said to be proud of your curves and how you look, yes her words are true. But if you know you are not keeping yourself healthy and considering of even taking of yourself, you are no where close to being beautiful when you know you can do better than that to keep yourself maintain and healthy.

Everything has it’s beauty but not everyone sees it. Only people who appreciate for who you are, care about you and thinks about you are the ones who can see you’re real beauty.

I always wonder what I look like from someone else's eyes.

usually,i don't care what people think about me,because CONFIDENCE is the key babehhh.
but sometimes,i AM curious to know what or who am i in peoples VIEW.
do you get what i try to say here?
i think,the CONFIDENCE level drop by 2 digit huhhh?

of course i know who i am.
so,it's not that IMPORTANT for me to JUDGE myself much?

everything that i have DONE,
probably correct all the time isn't it?

the IMPORTANT thing is,
I AM HAPPY WITH WHO I AM
and with the AWESOME people all around me ;D

hugs and kisses,
♥ ferazaemri

Conffusion. Yet,lost!

Have you ever felt lost or confused? Cause, I don't know what I want.

I used to have all these plans I want for the future and made a list of it on a piece of paper. I kept on skipping or scratching out on all the things I find hard doing. After a while, all of the things listed on the paper were scratched out, and done. Starting then, I don't know where I'm really headed.

Its always study, study, study but then again, maybe we can do some other things than studying to have money? Or may I say, for the future. I know its not just me, but I am not a fan of studying. Its not like I hate studying. Its just, I don't find education as my thing. Of course its no one's favorite thing to do, but I guess its a thing that you have to do for your future.

I say future a lot, don't I? Well, yes I do even in my daily life. Don't even get me started on my mother, she says 'future' a lot more times than I do. But that's what parents do, I guess. They give you hope on studying HAHAHA

But then I realize, the hardest things we do will give us something uber good in the future!

miss KMPh so much :'( where all the GREAT memories begins...

there was five of us in the beginning,
but then,the group gets bigger,where they are seven of us.
but with some miss-communication and misunderstood,
at the end,there is only six left!

but heyy,i still stay in touch with the number 7!

miss panjat bukit tgk MENARA AIR blok LELAKI :D
hehehehehe,we had fun up there,
where we got to see where the sun rise,
what everyone is up to in the morning (;

this was the FUNNIEST moment of all,
where all of us want to take our picture together aitee ;)
hihihihi,comel kottt!

okayyy,gambar ni tgkap kononnyaaaa ALA-ALA gambar raya laaa konon.
actually,the picture was taken to memorize the last day we at KMPH.
the picture was P-E-R-F-E-C-T-O !!

okayy,here is one of my best bud there!
nak kejut die bangun pagi,haishhh!payah gile kotttt.banyak kali die nii miss kelas and lecture :p
hahahaha,his name is AHMAD NAZIF NAIM.he is PETITE type of guy,
but heyy,he is CUTEE!

here we are,i am the TALLEST of course,
don't get MAD okayy,
ang SYAFIQAH is the SHORT-SHORT one :p
kidding-kidding :D

how can life be more perfect when first time i came to KMPh,
i was like the ODD GIRL in the matrics,
but hey,they all ACCEPT me as who i am,
not who i are okayy,
let the past by past,and continue ROCKING what will come in the future.

I MISS 2F14 VERY MUCHHH!

STRIEVE for success :D

okayyy,just had my "MANDI WAJIB" and quickly i prayed ZOHOR.
afterward,i read YASSIN for arwah,
i can't help it,tears still came out from my eyes.

then,today my sis CLEAN the house,
i was off because i send mama to KL SENTRAL and have to pick-up boboy at TITIWANGSA :)
when i arrive,only blogging came out from my mind.

so,from now on,
i want to work hard and study hard for my future.
INSYAALLAH,i want to kept my promise to arwah (;
till then ;)

getting comfortable with the situation...never mind,I can't say it

it has been three days since arwah returned to rahmatullah.

everyone in KMPh batch 2010/2011 felt the lost the one and only jewels of god.

but hey,insyaAllah i will manage.

everyone who is concerned about me,thank you.

insyaAllah i will manage.but i miss him every seconds every day.

when i woke up,

the first think pop-up into my head was arwah smile.

the smile that attract me to know him more.

okay,i have just read a comment from I-DON'T-KNOW-WHO,
but,from the comment,perhaps u guys misunderstood me here.
let me begin the story how i fall in love with the late ALLAHYARHAM AMIERUL HAKIM.

i was attracted to his LOVE-LOVE pattern bag.
i wanted to ask him where did he buy the bag,but i don't know him that day.
so,i began with a smile everytime we knock by each other.
his first SMILE that make me fall in love.
MADLY MANNN!
but,i just hold the feelings,because i still have a BF back then.

then,everything went NUTS when i saw him peeking at me in my CHEMISTRY tutorial.
that was the day i thought i want to know him more than a FRIEND.
but it took me more than a SEMESTER.than,i know that he is one of my classmate roomate :D
booyahhhh,so,why not i ask for his help aitee?
so,from there we became a friends :D

so,the others,let me and arwah keep it as our secret okayy ;)
the story HOPEFULLY will ends here ♥

love,
ferazaemri

R.I.P AMIERUL HAKIM a.k.a MR.A :'(

okayyy,i was stared at my phone after i received a call from NAZIF.
he said that mirul's already gone.
i was like gone where?
then he said that mirul is DROWNING this morning.

not a WORD came out from my mouth afterwards,
and i quickly sent a MSG to syafiqah,ena,umie,rose and effa.
my heart was like CRUSHED into million piecesss.

i quickly dialed mirul number.first,no answer!
then i call again,and again and again.
thank god,someone is answering,
i said, "boleh cakap dgn amierul?"
then the lady said, "amirul xde.ade kematian dkt rumah die"
then tears burst from my eyes.
no more jewels that i was falling in love with.
i felt this pressure building up behind my nose,like i was going to cry!
and i can't help it.

THE PRECIOUS JEWELS!

Assalamualaikum semua,

kali nii,fera ingin luahkan semua benda yg terbuku di dalam hati.

Seorang lelaki yang bernama Amierul Hakim telah pulang ke rahmatullah

pada 15/6/2011 jam 8.30 pagi td.

Arwah seorang kawan yang baik,arwah jugalah yang membuatkan fera berubah.

Arwah pernah berpesan :-

" Bila kau bergelar DAIE kau wajib sedar. Bahawa jiwamu xboleh selamanya REMAJA. "

Arwah juga pernah menghantar sms :-

" Sabda Rasulullah SAW : Celuplah jarimu kedalam air laut. Air yang menitis dari jarimu adalah nikmat dunia. Baki air laut yang terbentang luas itulah nikmat syurga "

Sesungguhnya kebahagiaan itu tidak akan datang tanpa kesabaran dan keinsafan. Semoga Allah menjadikan sesuatu yang pahit itu sebagai nikmat yang menyenangkan

Inilah kata2 arwah yang masih sebati dalam ingatan fera.

MR.A yang berjaya menambat hati fera ialah Allahyarham Amierul Hakim Mustafar.

ALLAH SWT lebih sayangkan arwah.Baginda telah menyelamatkan arwah dari dunia ini.

Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan2 orang yang beriman

12.4.1992 - 15.6.2011

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHHIM

YA ALLAH,DARIPADA MU KAMI DTG,

DAN KEPADA MU KAMI KEMBALI,

ENGKAU TEMPATKAN LAH HAMBAMU AMIERUL HAKIM MUSTAFAR,

DALAM KALANGAN ORANG2 YANG BERIMAN.

AMINNNNN.

I LOVE YOU AMIERUL HAKIM :)

always do ♥