G I A

GIA CARANGI

she was an AMERICAN fashion model during the late 1970s and early 1980s.

after she became addicted to HEROIN,her modeling career rapidly declined.
later,she are infected with HIV and died at the age of 26.
her death was not widely publicized and few people in the fashion industry knew.
GIA is thought to be one of the first famous women died of AIDS!

her life-story give me an inspiration.
come from a BROKEN family,and then she manage to at the top!
then,because of obsessed with drugs,everything that is PERFECT,gone just like that.

wow!
GOD is the ALMIGHTY,
only him can give and take just like that :)
remember that guysss ♥

no string attached VS love & other drugs

well, "LOVE & OTHER DRUGS" was quite good,a bit MESS,
BUT saved by a BRILLIANT scenes.
it was a ROMANTIC love story after all :D
next one was A COMEDY LOVE STORY!and i LOVE it.

okayy,this movie is about a guy and a girl who try to keep their so CALLED relationship
STRICTLY physical BUT it's not long before they learn they want something MORE!
although this movie is MOSTLY about SEX and everything,
i love it MORE than the LOVE & OTHER DRUGS movie.
it is because there is so much NUDITY and NIPPLES and EVERYTHING in L&OD!

it's a BULLSHIT if i said i wasn't HORNY when i watch it,
OMG!i have made a SIN people!
but,i do enjoy the MOVIE very much.it taught me a LOT about love and other things.
i am CRYING when it came to an endings,
plus,a HAPPY ENDING wasn't just in a FAIRY TALE story.
sometimes,it is true,u just have to have FAITH and that's all.because people who do BELIEVE in their selves,can go further than the others who doesn't.

kak zirah ENGAGEMENT day :D

kak zirah ENGAGEMENT day!
whoahhh,CONGRATZ sis.
akk LAWA GILER that day,and fara pulakk OVER EXCITED
hihihihihihi

okay peeps,
it was my FIRST time,i repeat FIRST time i saw the ceremony.
i have never been into an ENGAGEMENT ceremony before.
wedding ofcourse laaa,but an engagement,NEVERRRR!

i went to najwa house with mel,
i wore sweet pink baju kurung and mel wore smoky HOT purple kebaya :D

from left :

me, meliza and najwa

faithfully,
♥ ferazaemri

ouhhh DIEGO BONETA ♥♥♥

okay peeps,chill there!
relax okay?i am NOT falling for this guy,
only his role in MEAN GIRLS 2 okay?
hehehehehe.

here comes the HOT MEXICO GUY aiteee?
he is just 2 years OLDER than me!
i thought he was liken in the late of 20s,
but hey,DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAJWA NAZA ♥

happy 19th birthday babe!!
sorry for the late entry btw :D
jalan jammed meyhh,can't do anything bout it ;)

shauqi, mel, nad, hafiz, the birthday girl and me!

we went to LOOK OUT POINT that night!
remember guys how many steps did we take when we climb the stairs?
FUHHHH!
najwa was LAUGHING all the way up.
hahahahaha :p

we have a GIANT cup of strawberry blended, soursop blended and i can't remember the other one.but hey,we have a BLAST okayy!

next celebration??
who is the VICTIM ehhh?
hahahahaha :p

alhamdulillah :) i do wore HIJAB now

hopefully,i will stay like this till the end of my breath :)

peace out!

BOLD or TORCH??

--------STILL CONFUSING WHETHER I WANT BOLD OR TORCH?!--------

iPad 2 perhaps anyone?
hahahahaha :p

happy BIRTHDAY hafiz :D

hey there ladiesssss,
on the previous 21st April 2011,
HAFIZ AZMAN my so FUTURE BROTHER IN LAW
celebrate his 19th birthday.

he didn't have any CLUE that shasha was THROWING a party for him,
and ofcourse i also take part!
i was the DRIVER of the day :D

others who are included was Boboy, Haslam, Lokie, Shasha, Shikin and Addli.
the party was HELD at WANGSA MAJU,
first i drop shikin, lokie, addli and boboy so that hafiz didn't REALIZE at all.
then the PLAN WAS ON!

shasha was talking with hafiz and talking that she want to BREAK.
hafiz was VERY FRUSTRATED and all,
and he said to shasha don't ever regret!

thennn,
BUSHHHHHHHHHHH!
we attact them behind the bushes and said
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

see how HAPPY he is?
hahahahahaha :D

till then,
♥ ferazaemri

well,too much about him huh?

well ladies,
it is time for me TO WARM DOWN THE HEAT here,
i have to admit that the past 2 - 3 months is all about A huh?
so,i have to put the feelings down a bit aitee?
cannot put too much hope on him!
i CAN'T guarantee that he is MINE yet okay,
but who knows,SOMEDAY :D

the only REASONS i always POST about him is because,
u guys understand that?
NOPE?what a NOOB okayyy.
thanks to matrix gambang,pahang.if i didn't went to that place,
i haven't MET him at all.maybe i won't be like i AM right now :)
whoahhh.a MAJOR CHANGES i have made aiteee since i FINISHED my matrix ;)

missing A.H.M :(

ouh boy,
how i wish you could feel the same way i feel about you.
i miss you so MUCH!but,i am to ignorant to sms you,neither contact you :D
because of my STUBBORNNESS,i miss like HELL!
although i meant nothing to you,

BUT

you meant everything to me!
you are the guy who always make my MOOD goes up and down
just by LOOKING to your PICTURE.
you are the guy who ALWAYS have the RIGHT advise to gave me.
you always APOLOGIZE even though you did not do anything WRONG to me :)

I LOVE YOU

just the way you are,
because you don't need to be SOMEONE else or WORE a proper clothes,
when you gave me an advise,
when you gave me A WARM smile :D

I MISS YOU A,
VERY MUCH!

faithfully love,
ferazaemri

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY ♥

I wish I could tell you Mama,
how much you mean to me...
if there is a SCALE,
nothing can BEAT u because DEFINITELY u score 100%!

BUT

there are NO words to describe,
how much I ADMIRE you,
how much I APPRECIATE you,
how much I THANK you...

FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE!

I LOVE YOU

love,
ferazaemri

what a RELIEVE :D

while i was online at 12 noon,
i saw his status was ONLINE!
so,i force myself to be BRAVE enough to chat with him.
because of the lines,was so CRAZY!

the chatbox was going MAD.
it went online and offline a couple times :(
so,didn't get a chance to talk with him.but GLADLY he still buzzing me.
he apologizing because didn't replied any of my msges.
he was busy with some stuff.

ouhhhhh,so sweet :D
i AM SO MADLY IN LOVE with him

i am SO PISSED right now!

like HELLO?
why haven't he TRIED msg or call me?
am I meant NOTHING to u?
can't u feel the same way i feel?
hmm,u HURTS my feelings A,
a day without any news about u was like a MISERABLE day to me :(

ferazaemri

do appreciate when someone come into your life :)

as we grow up
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will.
you'll have your heart broken,probably more than one,
and it's HARDER every time.
you'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when someone broke yours.
you'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them.
you'll blame a NEW LOVE for things an old one did.
you'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually LOSE someone close to you.
so take too many PICTURES,LAUGH too much,and LOVE like you've never been hurt
because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of
HAPPINESS
you'll NEVER get back!

sincerely,
♥ferazaemri

new WATCH!

hello dear readers :)
nice meeting you again,
okay,this post is about my new BABY SWATCH!

since i misplaced my old swatch at ina house,
my life is MISERABLE without a watch!
so,i asked mama for a new one,and OF COURSE i have to hear her 30 minutes SPEECHES!
sory mama if i have dissapointed u,but hey,this is who i am.
i am just A NORMAL HUMAN BEING.
sometimes i do forget some thing okay.just accept me for who i am :)

but hey!i still got myself a new WATCH!
the colour was a combination of green+pink+blue.it was very FUN looking.
im gonna TAKE A VERY GOOD CARE with this watch this time ;)

hugs and kisses,
♥ ferazaemri

im back!

hey peeps,im gonna write about my interview with the UiTM,
about my shopping in JAKEL for this year raya,
and how Aunt Kush birthday party goes :D

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well,so far as i can say,
the interview went WELL,
because i don't have to speak in ENGLISH!
im am LUCKY because i was INTERVIEWED by 2 men.
before the interview thingy is going on,
i have to sit in an exam,
like when i apply for the DIPLOMA,it was the same thing ;)
i have to draw the same picture even how the process goes are also same.
but this time,NO cute boys!
hehehehehe :D

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onwards,after done the whole UiTM thingy,
i waited for MAMA for 1 ++ hour.
while waiting,i got time to take a NAP.
hihihihihi :D
before that,i got to meet ARIF,my cousin from KELANTAN,
currently he is now studying in UiTM,SHAH ALAM.
nothing much to say about him,just I got a lil bit TALLER than him
or we are in SAME height!hahahahaha

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about Aunty Kush birthday,
the party was OKAY laaaaa.i had my first BBQ after i have FINISHED studying.
plus,there are all GIRLS!no hot or even cute boys there.
i enjoy the food,it was DELICIOUS and WELL COOKED :D
thumbs up for you aunty kush.

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there peeps,i have said it all.
im TIRED and need to go to bed now :D
see yaa laterrr!

sincerely,
♥ ferazaemri