I know I'm Fat.So?

life fact - I know I’m fat. Sometimes I want to starve myself- to not eat anything for the rest of my life and finally become thin. But I can’t ever bring myself to it- I always find a reason to eat, and I always eat crap. I can’t even bring myself to diet. I’m so embarrassed by what I look like that I forever where sweatshirts and long pants, even if I’m hot.