let me live :|

How can I be what I want to be?
When I want to be you.
How can I be lustful with who I want?
When I will burn for eternity,because of it.
How can I fit the clothes and look like what I want to look like?
When there’s someone saying they’re better.
When will I live?
When I could have sworn I was already dead.
When will I escape?
If there is no exit.
How can I walk?
If I have no legs.
How will I speak?
If my tongue is in your mouth being taken away.
All I want is to be me.
I was born and now I’m here.
So dear please let me live.

♥ ferazaemri

that awkward moment :S

when people think your GUY best friend is your ^BOYFRIEND!!

i have pictures to share :)

sincerely,

ferazaemri :)

-_-'

:)

BEST!!!

if can?

we all need somebody to lean on

when people walk AWAY from you,
let them go!
your D E S T I N Y is ^{never tied} to people who L.E.A.V.E you.
it DOESN'T mean they're B A D people,
it just means that _{their PART} in your story is OVER :)

♥ ferazaemri

miss hanging out like the oldays :)

when I look back,
I have changed a lot!
I am not whining or anything,instead I am very G R E A T F U L L for everything :)

sometimes I miss my _{WILDNESS and SCARY} attitude.
but hey,people change to be BETTER aite?
alhamdulillah,I am now finding and keep searching for my PEACE (:

hope that I will find it someday,
maybe not today,but who know,tomorrow never dies :D

♥ ferazaemri

smile when you refreshing your mind :)

don't ever ERASE the HAPPIEST moments,
you can PRETEND that it N E V E R happens,
but trust me,you will never ever take it out from your mind,

UNLESS

you have an accident which cause you a memory lost :)
which ^IMPOSSIBLE for it to happen,
because you may have 50-50 to survive
if not,
you will

DIE!

talking about death,I miss Arwah very much,
I miss him,because now,I don't have anyone to talk to,
I don't have a conversation that should boy and girl have.

Al-fatihah :)

secret admirer,
ferazaemri :)

:D

here's the catch,
every time when someone is MUMBLING at me,
their faces look like this :like the very SERIOUS OWL okayyy?

BUT heyyy,

at the end,i was like :

hahahaha :p
that's just who I am!

I hate when people mumble about small things,
why did you want to make a PROBLEM out of that?

sometimes I also ^hate people looking for trouble,
you get yourself in,get yourself out laaaa!

don't TROUBLED other people okayy.
that's what my mum taught me :D

peace out,
ferazaemri

okay?

that awkward moment when you get jealous even though you have no right to be,
so just C.H.I.L.L.E.D babehhhh,
don't let the JEALOUSY take over control :)

love ferazaemri

what if?

what if I want the sea to breeze on my feet?
how should I do it?

I miss making the sand castle,
I use to made it quite a lot when I was a kid :D

feels like I making my own castle and dreaming that I am living in it :)

what else?I love to ride a banana boat too!it was awesome man!
u will experience a little bump when u ride it (;

till then,
byeee!

yesss!i do :)

I do this stuff so that I can sleep easily :)
you should try it guys

♥ ferazaemri

every time I laughs,
I hopes he's watching.
not so that he sees I'm happy
but that maybe, just maybe
he'll fall my smile
just as hard as I fell for his....

♥ ferazaemri

food food food

i love food!
i ate ice-cream when i am mad or sad.

i ate chocolate so that i can be happy again :)
hihihihihi

I LOVE FOOD!

words ;)

still silence :)

music rocks my world :)

without music, the world can't spin without a beat,
without a beat, we live in a BORING world :)

thanks music for making my life full with rhythm!

♥♥♥

silent treatment much?

happy 46th birthday HOT MAMA :D

birthdays are about celebrating OPPORTUNITIES that life presents.
moreover birthdays are about GIFTS,CARDS,PARTIES and WELL WISHING (:

GOOD WISHES for a happy birthday are a great way to express your APPRECIATION for someone during this special occasion.

since today is JULY,10th
I would like to wish my MAMA a happy birthday :D

Dear Mama

You are a very special person in my life. Don't forget that no matter what day of year it is.
You are older today than yesterday

BUT

you are YOUNGER than tomorrow.

"May your birthday be filled with smiles, sunshine, love and laughter"

I LOVE YOU MAMA :*

rules 27!

can I?

I am tired with everyone around me,
can I just change my face?

like the lady in the picture?
it seems so easy,
when you are like an anon,
and no one no who you are :)

when someone meet me,

they think that I am ALL shy like


BUT then,

when they get to know me and I am more like


hahahahaha,that's just me :D

hugs and kisses,
ferazaemri

Shiloh Fernandez VS Max Irons

choose your guys ladies :D

Shiloh Fernandez

Max Irons

S.O.R.R.Y

I always heard that the good ones always left before us.

without them,perhaps maybe there are some of us couldn't be the same,

their laughs still ringing in our mind :)

I am sorry,it's not I couldn't let him go,

I am redha with the fate that Allah love him more,

it's just that

I COULDN'T STAY THE SAME PERSON :(

because he always have the RIGHT words to calm me down,

he always lend his SHOULDER when I am sad,

he always the TOPIC for my subject,

he knows the right JOKES to make me laugh :)

it's true when people said,

it's easy to L O V E someone,

but to LET them go,

is H A R D E R than I thought.

we couldn't E.R.A.S.E the past,

BUT

we can change the future :)

smile always,

ferazaemri

SPOILED BRAT!

dear all SPOILERS out there,

"GO BACK TO HELL! YOU ONLY MAKE THINGS GO WORSE OKAY?

DO SOME FAVOR FOR ME, PLEASE BE A LITTLE BIT GROWN UP OKAY?"

jezzzz, I am so F**KING hate you!

no words can be written,

no picture can be captured,

no movies can be watched,

no songs can be sang :)

you have made me the HAPPIEST + LUCKIEST = INCREDIBLE girl

since I have ever met you.

thank you for exists in my small world,

thank you for made my love to you worth it :)

♥ ferazaemri