Thursday, April 28, 2011

well,im OUT of WORDS :D

Have you ever faced a heartbreaking situation?
You don't need to be a forlorn lover to have suffered heartbreak.
People with high expectations from themselves are prone to heartbreak.
I know old men and women who face heartbreak because of an irresponsible son.
War-torn families struggle with heartbreaks too.
Soothing words heal broken hearts and mend relationships.

just in case :D

ROMANCE??

what does that even mean?

"ROMANCE" it is said, "does not come alone".
it brings with itself not only happiness for the present but also the promise of future bliss.
you feel the need to share this happiness with someone else.

"Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve,
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love,
time is eternity"

by
HENRY VAN DYKE ;)

girlfriend materials?

walking away from him, I felt cool and fabulous.
maybe mr.A would fall madly in love with me.
MAYBE even after college, whenever he hooked up with someone else.

okay,even though NONE of that was likely to happen,
there was CONSOLATION in knowing I was guaranteed at least
one more conversation with him.

this was WAY too nice a sweater for him not to ask for it back.

sincerely,
♥ ferazaemri

what if?

what if you have a crush on a boy
who happens to be dating someone else?

what if you devise a BRILLIANT plan
to make him change his mind?

what if that plan totally backfires?

just in case,
what if chasing boys is more TROUBLE than WORTH?

love DOES hurt );


so MUCH pain,
i don't want this feeling,
my SCARS are deep,
and CANNOT be healed );

i am FOREVER wounded,
forever in PAIN,
i CAN'T recover,
i AM too HURT!

WHY would you cause me this?
HOW could you do this to me?
WHAT are you doing to me?
WHAT did i ever do to you?

the ONLY thing i have ever done is...

LOVING YOU UNCONDITIONALLY ♥

LOVE HURTS!
love is NO MORE a MEDICINE,
love in this WORLD has become a DISEASE!

heartbroken,
ferazaemri :'(

this is what we do when we didn't met for a LONG time :D


babeeee!it's a RELIEVE after 2 months ++ we haven't met.
miss you gals A LOT okayy :D

people usually said that,

"good friends are like STARS"

you don't always see them,
but you know they are always there (:


hihihihihi.
hanging around at najwa's place,
YEAH WE'RE TIGHT, AND YEAH WE FIGHT,
but through all of it,
there's ONE thing that will never change,
we will be FRIENDS FOREVER ;)

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

it's HARD to say GOODBYE :'(


yesterday was the day where all the KMPh-ers have to say GOODBYE,
it was the day where all of us FINISHED our matriculation prgram :)
ouhhh,i wish we could have more time together :(

i miss GOSSIPING with my gals,
but hey, even though we're apart from each other,
distance doesn't matter aitee?
i love u guyssss!
if u guys saw me out there,please buzz me,so that i can welcome u with a WARMED smile :D

i dedicated this songs to all the KMPh-ers,especially to members of 2F14 hope to
see u guys in the future :

If I seem distant
Baby I am
Words are like scissors in your hands
And there’s no script to follow
So I just close my eyes
That way it won’t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

I feel just like an actress
Up on the stage
I can’t believe
What I’m hearing myself say
And the porch light is my spotlight
So I play along with this life
That way it won’t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

Did you ever love me?
Does it even matter?
Did you even notice the whole world shatter?
I just want to hold you ‘til you know I’m sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won’t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

My heart feels like a circus
It’s to much to take in
It’s hard to lose love
But you were my best friend

So I walk this high wire
Alone tonight
That way it won’t hurt so much
When we say goodbye

That way it won’t hurt so much
When we say goodbye


Saturday, April 2, 2011

i think,he is the ONE :) please GOD!don't separate him from me


Love is a blissful feeling and when someone is in love, emotions run high.
While the heart takes the center stage, the head is left far behind.
Everything appears rosy and lovey-dovey for the twosome.
However, when it comes to making a choice as a lifetime partner, almost everyone is confused.
Even after loving a person for months, things might take an uncertain turn.
So, the most likely thing that you should follow is to listen to the head.
While the heart has done the job it is now the turn of the head to act wisely and rationally and show signs that would indicate that he is the one for you.

Read on and find out how to know he’s the one for you.

Signs That He Is The One For Me
  • The most important thing is that you should be comfortable with him. It is often that only our family and close friends know what we actually are. Others see only a specific part of our personality. If he knows about each and every aspect of your personality and still loves you, only then is he the one for you.

  • The best way to know that a guy is the perfect one for you is to play a memory game with yourself. When you are in love, you unknowingly remember all the important dates - the first meeting, first kiss, birthday and dates that are important to you both. Does he remember all this?

  • Make sure that you are in love with the ‘natural’ him. You must like him even when he is not all dressed up and does not look his best. The more you love him the way he is naturally, the more you get closer in the relationship.

  • Check on to find if he is a decent boy, with good mannerism. It might seem not necessary right now, but will become very important in the future.

  • Do you talk about him often? Are you comfortable talking about something he has done, with your closest pal or family? Do you see him alongside your father playing games at a picnic?

  • It is also very important for you to feel comfortable with him while discussing things about your past and also about your future. You should be able to visualize yourself with him in the next five or ten years, happily married and leading a contented life.

  • Both of you should have similar grounds - your outlook in life should not be very distant from the other. Otherwise, it will surely create rough edges in the future. It might look okay now, but would turn out to be a serious problem when you are together.

  • It is also very necessary to find out what he thinks about you. Though he might not tell you the thing he dislikes about you, he might say this to someone close or during times when he thinks you are not listening. Pretend to sleep. At times, men often say what they feel for a woman when she is asleep. This can be the best way of knowing his feelings.

  • Lastly, have a long-term vision for yourself. If a guy is the on for you, he will be someone you can be happy with, for a long time. He should be able to keep you in high spirits always and encourage you to grow. He should be able to make you feel good about yourself

can't BARE to say goodbye to HIM :'(

GOODBYE MR. A :)
TRUST ME,I AM GOING TO MISS YOU A LOT.
FOR REAL,I MEANT IT.

I AM GONNA MISS YOUR SMILE,
YOUR FACE,YOUR KOPIAH,YOUR BAG AND EVERYTHING :p
hihihihihihihi.just kidding peeps (;

hmmm,toughest moment :(

ouh GOD,
how i wish the tension could go away );
i had enough with the CRAZY things,girl problems,organic chemistry and other stuffs
and now,the NERVOUS feelings that i have inside my heart make me want to puke
so BADLY!thinking of my FINAL exams,how hard it could be aite?
i don't PREPARE anything yett for it.

hmmmm,i wish there was a DORAEMON,
so i can make the time LONGER,
or GINNIE in the BOTTLE do exist,
so that i can wish whatever i want in the world,
but hey,it's just an IMAGINATION i had when i was still A KID.

remember being a CHILD was BETTER than being an ADULT.
u know why?because i don't have to make a DECISION,
everything i do,i must have AN APPROVAL from my parent,
i don't have to think which UNIVERSITY should i go,
i just enjoy every moment that came to me.
plus,when we were kids,we aren't ASHAMED of anything!
be FRIENDS with who ever we want :)

the thing i miss the MOST is playing ROLLERBLADING,hide-and-seek,police entry etc.
hehehehehehe,all the SWEET memories are still FRESH in my MIND.
believe me,the hard you try to forget it,THE LONGER it will stick to your memories ♥

lots of love,
ferazaemri

have I CROSSED the line?


hahahahahahaha,
the tittle and the picture doesn't FIT in aiteee?

well,shall i begins with the tittle first?
actually,sometimes i do feel that did i or have i CROSSED the line.
do i BOTHERING u that much?
hmmm,i wonder why i LIKE u so much.
a day without u is like a YEAR without rain :D
just kidding,i AM not THAT desperado okay (;

onwards with the picture,
hmmm,nothing much to say actually (:
just,that im OUT OF WORDS to say man!
i don't have more 'AYAT2 BUNGA' u know?
any tips how to tackle him ;)

hugs and kisses,
♥ferazaemri